stay motivated

I’m displeased with the frequency with which I have been allowing myself to bum out over the past couple weeks. The antidote for that is that I now have the perfect possible job for my situation, which allows me to hang out in my apartment all day and do whatever the heck I want. There’s at least 5 solid hours of work to be done daily, but I can start and stop whenever i feel like (although working outside of the 9-6 bracket is gross), and 5 days of work pretty much pays my rent and living expenses for the entire goddamn month. I am going to try to rock the unicorn mountain thing out in the next few weeks, and I will decide on more projects after I move into my new place.

Ok: as of today my motiavtion is in the shitter. I’ve had this overload of good karma recently, which is obviously great, and which is partially due to me staying motivated through the year. But feeling basically good about the world (plus being low on food and no money ‘til yesterday) has broken the legs of my drive. I PROMISE YOU, 43 things dudes, that I am gonna go out and get a crummy job with crummy hours so that I have a reason not to nap all fuckin’ day. You just watch – I am still good at keeping promises.

later: motivation is better, because I have a lot of work to do now.

pps – I got a job that is basically so easy that it is hardly a job, that pays pretty well! And I ALMOST have all my stupid money and food. As of 6/18.

The task which takes up most of my time is something I don’t give a flapping damn about/am not being especially enriched by, so I REALLY, REALLY need to get better at working on some fly ish in my spare time.

I’d say my motivation level was at ‘zero’ right now, so let’s see what we can do to raise it to ten by the end of the week. (On a scale of 0-20, like.)

update: I’d say it’s six or seven. I did a lot of biking, which was nice.