feel understood on a deep level

i feel like if i keep this near the top of my goals it’s pointless….

i just gotta let it happen….

i thought i was lost forever on making friends. mine tend to dick me over like nobody’s business… then i went away on this thing for school and i instantly made this awesome best friend. and although we’re not gonna see or talk to each other forever it was good to have somebody on the same wavelength as me for a change. we could finish each other’s sentences and we just met. i wish my friends now would get me more…. they just…. don’t.