be a better wife

I am failing miserably at this. I cant seem to get him to understand that it isnt the things he does or is going to do that upset me the most but rather the things he doesnt say that bother me more. I hope he knows how much I love him.

To my husband the love of my life I hope you know in your heart of hearts how I feel about you.And I want you to know that even though I get jealous I am trying really hard to get rid of those emotions. I think that it would be easier for me if you said those three little words more often or did the little things to show me like you use to do.I know you dont think that you have changed but the longer people are together the more they change and they dont recognize it.I love you judd with all my heart and i dont plan on going anywhere anytime soon.

my life has taken a strange turn this week.i am scared of the things i may find out next week.but most of all i want to support my true love.i feel like i have not been the most supportive wife this week, i have probably done more damage then good by being so negative about his health problems.i only want him to know that i am scared to lose him and i just wanted him to take it seriously.but now that i have had some time to think about it i think he was just trying to deal with it in his own way.so to my true love i am here for you baby through the thick and thin i love you.

i got to sleep with him last night or should i say snuggle up to him.it was wonderful and although it is a small thing it means so much.we almost never go to bed at the same time so this was definately a nice change of pace.gotta love that nice warm body to snuggle up to and naked at that yummy yummy yummy!

ok i know this one sounds a little silly because women will never fully understand men and vice versa.Sometimes i feel like he does things just to upset me.he doesnt seem to understand why i feel the way i do about somethings.i think because we are married that he takes for granted alot about our life.i could be wrong on this,but this is how i feel.when i try and talk about how i feel he gets frustrated with me and doesnt seem to want to listen.i feel like there are issues right now but do not think that he agrees.i know this is just my side but i think i do all the giving and never get to receive.i dont know i have to think about this one somemore.i will have to come back to this after more thought.