I want to be rich

about what i can do to make more money. i need to make at least $300 a day. I know i could make the money i need to make as an actress but i haven’t figured out how to do that as a business in all these years. i need someone who can help me. i need to come up with a way on my own. one way is to go non-union until i start getting offered really good union work. that way i could get used to making money as an actress. the other way is visualization and reading. i need to figure out how to do it and i think shorter hair would also be helpful.

Right now, I’m beginning to think that the man that i like will be my new man and my way to riches.

do what i do beter. That’s my answer for this. Not dating is giving me the impetus to make this happen. I have more time for me which is great.

and no solid plan isn’t going to get me there. I have been working a solid plan but i have had difficulty bringing it to fruition. I need a little guidance and support in this regard and i don’t really know where to get it. Right now i am using prayer.

Which is great, though I really want to be acting, I am getting these bookkeeping jobs instead… i make my own schedule and make great money. the money will help my career. this month has to be about making money… i need to turn my financial career around. I feel like all my goals really work together. i need to lose weight in order to get rich in a way, i need to get a manager in order to get rich. these kinds of things. i am going to reach out to one manager, just one today with a compelling email and see where that gets me…. we’ll see. i have something in myself that i want to change. i’ve gotten used to not manifesting while i watch others do what they need to to just rise and rise. the other way to lookk at it is that i have been working hard and paying my dues, getting closer and closer to my dream work. i love what i do and i am getting better and better. i need to continue to work in theatre though.

I am so confined without having enough money to do things. I gained an extra client this week. That will get me closer to where i want to be but, it’s not wealth… i wish i could see the yellow brick road but i have to tell you that i don’t see any way to get where i want to go so i feel powerless. I know I need a great manager but i don’t know how to get one or i don’t have the energy. i need to just do everything in my power but it’s a little late now but i can still be helped. everyone says i’m beautiful… i don’t feel that i can accomplish this. i emailed all these people today and got not one response. i should keep trying though, you never know. maybe if i keep working extra hard at this something can happen. I need to focus on the positive. I tried something new in this regard today. i didn’t just sit on my lazy bum and i did get one response, it just wasnt from a manager. i am going to try some other things, maybe even ask some friends and go from there.

Wow, I am not concentrating on making money at all. I am concentrating on doing what I love but I wonder how I will be able to pay the rent on the 1st. I do want to be rich and I am working on it. I am working on being excellent with what I do, looking great, and going out on meetings and doing my very best. The thing is that I need to go out on the meetings that will net the very best returns for my finances.

I have made money as an actress and quite a bit but none last year, but i have made a decent amount of money on just my residuals alone… I am getting closer though.

I have been going through all the different goals here on 43 things that have to do with making money, saving money, or just money. I wanted to see which goal was the most supported. Thinking that the ones with people writing the most entries are also going to be the ones most well supported… There really aren’t any. Most of these goals don’t have very many people doing daily entries. Well, I’m going to try and I guess I’ll mostly be going it alone.

I believe the more you write and comtemplate your goal the closer you will get to it….

Anyway, I’ve learned a lot from people on this system with how they are approaching their goals. Here’s my thing. I do bookkeeping on the side and I am an actress. I haven’t made any new money from my acting but I have made a bit on residuals. Right now, I’m considering filing for disability so that I can meet my bills while pursuing my acting. It takes a fair amount of money with clothes, classes, pictures and just the time that it takes to go on meetings and everything. I’ve learned a lot and I’ve financed myself with the pain of never having enough. I know it doesn’t have to be this way.. but somehow I think it does. I mean I just did a play and everything… anyway… i just had a meeting yesterday with a potential new bookkeeping client and i also heard of another potential bookkeeping client today! These things aren’t going to make me rich but they will help me keep a roof over my head. Right now I’m not making very much. I’m hardly making any money so… I don’t know.. part of that is because of my illness, taking medication and everything which is why i thought i’d try disability until i’m feeling better!

THese aren’t grand money schemes. In fact I don’t have any great ideas besides being serious about getting a series. If I get this talent manager than that idea may really work.

We’ll see! If not, I still need to do some heavy thinking about what’s really going on in my life. I really do feel pulled in many different directions. And I feel I’m doing too much and not being focused enough on any one thing. Things seem really out of wack. I’m definitely suffering though financially. At least I am focused on my acting. I’m just not sure what it means to me anymore. I’m not sure what it means to be me anymore