do i really want this?? well, yes.. but i’m questioning if i’m with the right person in order to do this. I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years, and we’re great together. We just fight over stupid little things. Lately, since I’ve gotten my new job, he’s been getting incredibly jealous and over-protective on my facebook wall and then calling me and arguing with me right before I go to work an overseas flight. Don’t get me wrong, I can definately see myself spending the rest of my life with this man, but I’m not as sure as I used to be. It’s a rollercoaster and I am not too sure if I want off or keep riding it hoping that things will stay at one easy pace.
Jealousy. It’s horrible.. but I have my faults too! I can’t help but think negatively of his financial debt, the fact that he moved back home with his parents in his early to late 20s. I’m 22 years old andhave the career i want for life, a nice car that’s fully paid for, and am trying to save up for a house. He’s contemplating school, has debt, is in a job that he claims not to enjoy, and needs to grow up quite a bit before children can even remotely be a thought that crosses his life path. I tell him that I love him- and I am 98% sure that I do, and we have a great time together.. but I am having doubts about our future.
WHAT DO I DO????