NOT see or contact him in any way/any form for 60 days

it’s strange because we didn’t have a “relationship” in the conventional sense… ours wasn’t sexual but it was emotional and psychological and I miss him… I REALLY miss him… but i know i need to come first now… and I know that i’m never going to have it all so need to do what i have to to survive and finally get the fuck over it!!!!

I got a text message. He needs a friend. His heart is broken and he’s in pain. It’s so good having him back in my life again… AND i know that i am lucky to have him as a friend then not have him at all!

i’ve been up for nearly 2 hours and this is the first time i’ve thought about him :0)

I miss him :0(