Love without fear

ok you know what. its not me. i texted hin this this morning: “baby your rocked my world last nite. youre the best.” and he did not reply call me or anything. harsh. I think Im going to find someone else to love without fear. sniff. sniff. waaahhhh!

I may be incurable. All I do is worry if he likes me, loves me, is going to dump me. But I dont tell him that of course. Makes me want to dump him first so I dont have to worry about it anymore.

Being insecure is going to screw it up. And Im not going to screw this up. I’m just going to trust him and be myself and take lots of tranquilizers, lol. From now on Im going to assume he like me too and believe everything he says without being a weirdo thats it. Im not going to worry about him dumping me anymore and Im just going to enjoy this!!!

OK Im really going to doit. i think if I keep worrying about him dumping me I will make it happen. So, Im just going to put it inmyhead that Im hot and Im fun and he loves me and thats it. Im going to to pretend.