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20 months ago
xxbeefcakexx, i’m in the same position as you
I hate everything about myself and I don’t see what others could see in me that they would like. This feeling keeps coming back to haunt me and I feel like my issues will never ever go away and let me be happy for very long. I can’t bear to live this way always sad and sabotaging my relationships so they hate me so that if I leave they won’t be sad. That is the only reason I don’t end everything right now, is because I wouldn’t be able to handle my parents crying like that because I know they love me and same with other people in my family. I couldn’t ever do that to someone
