For the longest time, I’ve needed a new pair of jeans, but I’ve been too afraid to go out and buy a pair, because I didn’t want to see the size on the tag. When I was a runner, I was a size two and about 103 pounds. I’m only five-two or three, so that’s not as anorexic as it sounds. As it is NOW though, even though I try to work out often and when I do work out, I work out for at least 45 minutes, my size two jeans DON’T FIT. My cords are size sixes (largely due to the enormity of my derriere) and I’m afraid to wear pants in general.
I have got to get serious about this goal, I really figured this when I was in my friend’s room the other night, helping her pack, and I was relating to her my problem with jeans. “Oh I love jeans,” she said. She’s five-two, like me. “They’re so comfy. Like this pair—you should try them on.” They got halfway past my knees and stopped. I was mortified. Also, have realized that said friend is 105 pounds, and I am jealous.
So my goal is a) 107 pounds, and b) Be a size two again, PLEASE!
