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i just went to my boyfriend ’s house and i eat i feel like the fattest woman in the world just for eating .i hate myself so much that evry time i look in the mirrow i don’t see a person i see this big thing thats awful to look at and that is why i some times don’t even want to look people in their eyes i am scared they will realize just how gross i really am.

hi,so far i had milk and a inch of bread and i plan to go like that untill the day ends.i feel really taired but i feel if i just loose those 6 pounds i will be so much happier but then i look at people that r so skinny and they don’t look happier then ervyone else they look the same sometimes even sadder.