love myself

I find this a huge problem for myself. I don’t care about myself the way I should and i just wished all the time to be someone else but unfortunately that would never happen. So I suppose the only way to deal with this is to transform myself into the person I always dream to be. I always compare myself to others and I see how inferior I am to everyone else. There is nothing about myself that I like because I don’t have anything in the first place. I just wish that I won’t always be this pathetic person I despise.