cdmarzipan in Chicago is doing 29 things including…

accept myself

22 cheers

 

cdmarzipan has written 3 entries about this goal

lately! 3 months ago

i’ve been succeeding at this goal, by concentrating on two philosophies:

1. let go
2. don’t take yourself so seriously

if i think about these mantras everyday, my life is unbelievably better. sometimes life can be so simple!

<3

Aug 13, 04:48AM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments


a rough day. 18 months ago

i can say pretty much honestly that i have no love for myself at this moment. i could list off a hundred qualities about myself that i wish i could change. how can i go about accepting something i have no hope for accepting? where is the line between perseverance and hyperbolic enthusiasm?

i’m lost in this challenge and have little to no faith that things will be okay. especially today, when a friend brought to my attention a character trait that he wishes i didn’t have. how do i accept this?

it’s a seemingly impossible goal….

Jun 03, 2008, 05:36PM PDT | 3 cheers | 3 comments


not happening today.. 21 months ago

for some reason i feel so inadequate this evening.

i was a guest artist at a high school band concert and felt as if i may have been out of place. where do i fit in with music – academia – love – life ?

i’ve made some changes just this evening to see if things will lighten, possibly allowing me to accept myself. emailed tom garling to see if he’d be interested in teaching me lessons. i hope he agrees to it…..

<3

Mar 14, 2008, 09:31PM PDT | 0 comments


cdmarzipan has gotten 22 cheers on this goal.

 

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