buy a soprano saxophone

i am starting to feel so negative about this goal. last night we had a plan to go to indiana to buy a soprano (because of the sales today), and when i woke up this morning, i just didn’t want to do it.

why can’t i just do this? why am i putting this off so much? at this point, i feel like i want to take my time, finding the horn that’s right for me. i don’t just want to make a rash decision. however, it’s taking me so long to even get past the first hurdle!! i’m starting to become impatient and extremely negative. that’s not what working on goals is supposed to be….

just calm down, i have to tell myself. it’ll be okay. i’ll do this someday.

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so, in order to accomplish this goal, as i have set out to do, i need to take time to schedule a trip to woodwind/brasswind. the outlet hours are:

M-F 8-9, Sat 9-5, Sun 12-6 EST
Retail Showroom hours: Mon. thru Fri. 10:00 to 7:00, Sat. 9:00 to 5:00 EST

i’m thinking about going either this coming friday (oct. 24) in the morning, OR saturday, oct. 25 in the morning/early afternoon. i’d like my husband to go with me, as he has a wonderful ear for these sorts of things. i just need to see if he’s available on either of those days!

i feel better and better about this trip the closer i approach these dates.

i’ll always be busy, so i need to make sure this time i’m making the space for this longtime goal of mine.

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yea, this is really difficult. especially when you go out to all the wonderful vegan restaurants in chicago. jeez. let’s be perfectly honest, i love vegan shakes and baked goods.

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yea, you heard me, i’m totally bailing out of this challenge. this week is impossible for open time. i just haven’t had a chance to make it out to the woodwind/brasswind factory in indiana. huge bummer. i just need to set aside a whole day for this, and this time of year just isn’t the time!

oh well, at least i’ll be off sugar for a week, bright side!

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