I can honestly say that i havent been a great mom to my daughter…but this i say: i try my best. perhaps my best isnt really good enough…but it’s what i can give. i have my own way of raising my daughter…i have my own goals set for her…and one of those is for her not to end up like me. i want her to top me. i want her to be better than me. i want to give her the best that i can give. as a matter of fact i just wanna be a housewife…for real! i just wanna take care of my family…but that’s not really practical nowadays. and because of that…because of the fact that i wont always be there for my daughter, i am teaching her a sense of independence at a very early age. it’s hard not to have a father to grow up with, and it’s way harder to lose both parents. and i want her to understand that because i’m all she’s got, i cannot always be there for her because i gotta do some things so i can give her what she wants. i dont want her to be so clingy. i want her to miss me but not to miss me much. i want her to learn to do things on her own especially when im not there for her. it’s good that she’s been good at it…being independent. i just know that she’ll do much better than i did.
