pay off my credit card

I owe almost 4500 bucks. I wonder if this is abnormally high? I’ve been a college student for 5 years and this has been my only way of having food on many occasions. It’s so frustrating because it’s not like I have nice things to show for it. I look at my statements and it’s always food, gas and routine Doctor bills.

The balance is atrocious. I just dumped a whole bunch of money into it because my stupid school is holding my financial aid for another month. I am literally living off this card. I can’t wait to start my job so I can actually pay CASH for stuff!!! This is beyond frustrating!!!

My balance is $2820.75 and I have nothing to show for it. I only use it for school books, food, gas, doctor visits and car repairs. That’s pretty legit :\

I usually only pay about 100 bucks a month. I finish college in December. I better find a job right away to wipe out this sucker! I’ve had a balance since I started college!