get rid of bad friends

so, if friends are really bad friends, I’m starting to wonder if its worth it to “get rid” of them. I think I’ve invested too much energy worrying about getting rid of them. At the same time, I’ve wasted too much energy competing or trying to be friends with them. Therefore, I think rather than trying to completely eliminate them from my life, I’m going to take a step back and stop trying so hard. If they want to be my friend, I’ll let them make the move and show some effort. I don’t know, everyone lives confusing lives.

so i’ve come to realize that I have more bad friends than I think. I’m just so sick of them being disrespectful and rude. I have come to realize that all of the “faults” that I find in them just come down to their insecurities. Being insecure is fine…as long as you realize what your insecurities are. When you have a deep down insecurity or are trying really hard to overcompensate it is the most annoying thing ever. anyway…so far, since I’ve listed this goal, I’ve gotten rid of 2 friends. I feel better because their competitiveness and constant comparing were really poisoning my mind. I think what will be left are just good friends and room for new friends. soooooo yeah.