aahhh! This damn birth control is making gain weight soooo fast. I’ve gained so much in only a month. Im worried I will not be able to stop. aaahhh!
chelychely has written 7 entries about this goal
SO I weighed myself the other day and I was 5 lbs heavier, then I went to the doctor and got weighed. The scale said I weighed 5 lbs more….SOooooo yeah, basically weight 10 lbs more than I thought. Not cool! I havent exercised in a while and Ive been eating like crap. Im just so busy lately that I cant exercise and I often buy unhealthy food. AAhhhhh, I gotta stop!
eerrr. I put on some weight, and I feel like a whale. Even though Ive lost some weight in the past im still fat. Like im not trim and muscular. I just feel like a peice of flab walking around. I cant even look at myself in the mirror, let alone anyone else see me. I FEEL GROSS!
131 lbs now. 16 more to go
Yay! Im down to 133 now! My goal is 115, since im only 5’3 I think thats a good goal for me. 18 more to go, woohoo
Im going camping this weekend, and Im really nervous about wearing a swimsuit. Im going with my skinny, pretty friends, and a whole bunch of guys I’ve never met. AAAHHHHH I just tried on a bikini and started crying, I look horrible. I NEED TO LOSE 30 LBS!!!! I hate always being the fat friend, it’s really sad. I gotta start working out again.
Well, I’ve always been abit on the chubbier side. Last may I made a commitment to lose weight and I did. I lost 35 lbs. I started slacking off again around November, just maintaining the weight. But now I still got 25 lbs to lose to get to my goal weight! So, A year later have got to commit myself again to lose weight. Im sure I can do it, just not as motivated this time around.