have children

I’m almost 18 so kids is quite awhile down the road. But the thought of being a mother is SO scary. That’s the point where you need to stop fooling around and get really serious about life and starting a family and supporting your family and saving for your kid’s education and raising them RIGHT and having no regrets and giving them a fulfilling childhood and avoiding the teenage gap without letting them fall into a hole or get drunk at parties or all those things that can happen with kids and just being the best mother but all mothers have faults. ...takes deep breath… if I had me as a kid I would probobly go insane. I cannot doubt it, I was (and still am) a rebellious teen, and I was disrespectful. But I always did well in school and I didn’t do drugs or have sex all the time because my morals told me not to even though my peers were screaming DO IT DO IT DO IT. The point is every kid is going to have their faults I guess, and when I think about it I wasn’t a bad child, I really wasn’t. It’s exciting and scary but I think soon enough whenever a child comes my way, I’ll be ready. And I know I’d like kids somewhere down the road.