live where I like/ like where I live!!!!

I am not living where I ‘d truly like but its cool; I made this decision for a reason..like its all good.
There are depressing issues here ,but a lot of joy too if I really look for it.
The things thats hardest is the brightness, sounds weird, & (sweaty feet) coming back from the northwest- but I am NOT looking to my future enough to remember why I came here. Have to get & stay busier & be patient, to an extent while working
on my goals—relax & have fun.
In the places I lived, the lifestyle was not what I expected. It was cool,but there was no one really there because people are often clannish in the northwest. So, my lifestyle was empty & expensive. My “family” there was not there. They are pure flakes.
I was so alone; so maybe we are alone anyway in life in ways,
but living(in Ireland) overseas people are very family involved & thats the way to be. Its better for everybody I believe.
I am sure I will end back up in Ireland. Maybe not SO close to
“home” there but very close however. The babies will have to go
back home – they will be where they belong. I will live & die
there. I will only visit here sometimes. Stocking up on sweaters
for my little dog.
Just to appease my court liason guy, that I will do & do well;
& it will be done! Freedom! Getting excited, happy about my goals- & MY LIFE!!