have children

Well, I will be 32 in 5 months, but I will have a great career for having a family (being a nurse) in 8 months. I still need to do the get married part, my boyfriend has at least 3 years left in school, and “advanced maternal age” which is 35-years-old is only 3.5 years away, which means I only have 2 years and 8 months until the cut-off date for being biologically dangerous for having children. How depressing. Why can’t advanced maternal age be 40? I only look like I am 25, and some of my patients I take care of think I am 20! How did this creep up on me and yet I am in debt from school, and only 90% sure my guy is the one. I had fun in my 20s and thought those who got married before the age of 27 were nuts which explains one reason why I am not yet married. Maybe I won’t have kids. That just sounds so boring and sad. Maybe I will get married a year from now, and then things will work, or maybe I won’t be blessed enought to have kids and I will travel the world and help others even more than µI already do instead.