never settle for less

I’ve realized something. There’s no way for me to cross this off my list validly. To ‘complete’ this goal, means that I’ll have to die while maintaining it. I’m fully willing to embrace that fact. I guess this will be a life-long goal then. Something impossible, yet still possible. And I like that.

Another part f refusing to settle would be my inability to decide my career. I’m not Sure what I want to do. I don’t know if I want to be a game designer, a store owner, artist, or wether I want ot have a travelling job. But then again, who says I have to pick just one? I’m going to Try my hand at all of them. When I feel its getting monotonus, I’ll just change my direction. Thing’s will never get boring ^_

Well, one of the biggest parts of not settling is relationships. I often visualize myself doing things like traveling and owning a coffee shoppe, but i don’t always see myself ‘with’ someone. People are fed to believe that the only way their life will be complete is if they get married and have kids and grandkids, but i dont know… The way i see it, i shouldn’t have to depend on someone else to ‘complete me’, for as Alansi Morissette said in Not The Doctor, I dont wanna be your other half, i believe that one and one makes two. I also don’t know if any lifelong relationships i have with someone will necessarily be romantic. I’m not going to pass up the chance if i do meet the right person, however. I’m just saying that if it’s meant to be it’ll happen. I don’t have to always be pining and searching for someone.

The way I see it, people always settle for bread crumbs. I’ve decided that I, however, will not. I dont understand why people say that you can’t have yuor cake and eat it too, the way i see it, If you worked your butt off baking it, you should get a big ol’ fat piece. That’s not to say you shouldn’t share. If I think that everything is just going to stay ‘O.K.’ then i’ll never have a fulfilling life and i’ll never be complete. I’ve made myself a vow to go for the ultimate goals and not settle for whatever comes along.