Dysfunction
18 months ago
is an ongoing theme in my life at this time. Its ironic that when I first adopted this goal I was with a man and then suddenly I found myself in love with a WOMAN!!!(an equally dysfunctional more than slightly criminal and severely substance abuse addicted woman,, but a woman nonetheless)
and now I’ve got to find the courage to leave THIS BITCH alone…. I recently read a poster that said. “the only consistent feature in all your dissatisfying relationships is you” Scary, but true.
May 11, 2008, 09:02PM PDT | 4 cheers | 0 comments
I left him…maybe out of the frying pan into the fire…but like we say in Spanish el que no arriesga no cruza el mar…(if you don’t take a risk you’ll never know what you’re missing (literally cross the ocean)
Aug 13, 2007, 11:28AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
This left me with my mouth open….I have let the father of my son treat me like I was less than him for so long….It hurts alot but at the same time sometimes I don’t think I deserve better. Also my love for him has allowed me to be blinded by the reality of our relationship which is that I ALLOW him to treat me like this….I LET him back into my life cuz I think finally he’s gonna change, he really loves me, he can’t help it!!!
BULLSHIT!!!! I need strength….I am weak….I need him out of my life for good..whoever came up with this goal THANK YOU
May 01, 2007, 12:01PM PDT | 5 cheers | 10 comments
