feel joy

who could ask for anything else…I am truly joyful and grateful for this 2nd chance.

I realize that i have really forgotten what the substance of my life SHOULD be about. I am going through a really rough time right now but I am still on this side of the ground with 3 beautiful kids and a roof over my head. Life really is good, although it has an ugly side that just for today I choose to ignore…...

all you need to do is show him the camera and he cheeses right up!!!!

SHare my greatest joy…the 3 stooges…
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comes from looking at him every day

I actually got a love letter in the mail today…it is from the baby daddy love of my life that I am leaving….he is in jail, so I would expect no less….nothing like a jailhouse love letter…but it did give me some joy, fleeting, but joy nonetheless

today was a good day…blue skies, warm water and cold diet Coke…baby giggling and playing…sunbathing topless…I love this place

feel so much joy today! It’s a happy day, and the sun is shininng. It’s 6:30 pm and I’m about to go swim laps in my pool….and I AM FREE!!

to feel blessed by just being alive and free with my children, to not worry so much about all the mundane bullshit, baby daddy drama, department of corrections, etc. To FEEL happy and alive…to remember..and just smile with the florida sun shining on my face…...
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