stop with the silly crushes on sexy boys who dont like me

my last entry on this was much easier, because it seems that as soon as i posted it, he stopped talking to me the next day :( I guess that makes it easier, but now it just makes me sad because I m silly and pathetic. We still talk sometimes, but its not the same.

I still really like him.

okay okay okay okay
I’m going to stop talking to him. Stupid sexy charms

What a horrible vicious cycle! The crush makes me forget the “him” that I am trying to get over. But now I need to try and forget the crush… since that is also going nowhere. :(