citir in London is doing 39 things including…

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sadness is a piece of mind 22 months ago

how could someone realize that she is actually mentally ill
basically sick seriously very sick , the most sick person on earth

this machine in my head doesnt work properly my friend i tell you

in school applications or work applications they always ask for any disease do you have or any medical condition do you have , and the answer is clearly no ,not at all ,never had .. but the truth is suicidal but never going to attend it , suffering from heavy depression but refuse to get treatment , addicted to alcohol and drugs but never get hurt or to hurt someone else etc..

sounds like potential criminal doesnt it
i read that article about a writer , she sad i suffered from love whole my life , i cant imagine not being in love and actually being loved.

she actually described my life but i dont even have any talent or ability to express myself



Untitled 23 months ago

oh gosh you probably hate me for this but i couldnt help it
something tells me someday somewhere its gonna happen
i dont know how but this feeling inside me doesnt let it go somehow
i hope this torture for prisoning myself home isolating from outside world actually people more than world works
i am sending this signals through my brain power all the time which they say its the law of attraction i hope they dont get lost in the universe they ve gotto be going the right person right?



 

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