respect myself

This had a lot to do with learning to say no ;
standing up for myself;
stop engaging in some patterns of behavior;
and it’s not perfect and that will never be my goal, but now it’s healthier and I’m glad this way.

How important it is to push away bad relationships.
You can’t let other people decide things for you, you can’t really care what they say, at least not the people who don’t give a crap about you.

I remember that I used to like who I am a lot more than I do now, and I won’t say I’m a bad person, I’m not, but I let people treat me like shit a lot of times and I never fight over the things they do and say to me, because I hate fighting, so I let a lot of things pass, and never complain.
And I’ve just realized that that thing is just taking the best of me. Because my sense of self worth is just going downhill, and I really need to step up and get out of this situation. Get rid of bad relationships. And the ones I can’t get rid of, like my family for example, I just need to find a way to show how I feel when things happen.
I’m the kind of person that lives by the:” My answer is my silence” thing, but that is not really working as it once did.I just try to avoid conflict to the most.
I’ll try to respect myself more, stay away from bad relationships, and be the person I love to be, and not the one I am being right now.