Its been a long time since i had the guts to get back on this site and look at my list of goals. The truth is, I just didnt want to face more disappointment. But im proud to say that now, i am on my way. I guess it takes a lot of disappointments, failures, and stress to get to this point but now that im here, i want to hold on to it as long as i can.
This is not to say that i figured out what i wanted to do – its that i figured out not to be so scared or indecisive to do anything about it.
Im one of those people who cant choose with so many choices, and for most of my life, I had other people push me into them. Now, Im making the decisions on my own, and its the hardest thing ive done in my life. All the responsibility falls on me and, I’ve got everybody else’s ideas of what i should working against me.
I have to keep on saying to myself, its my life, so my way. I want to be happy and this is how i am getting to it.