live forever

it’s funny that i want to live forever, but i don’t want to get old. i want to stay young forever, until i’ve done everything there is to do, explore everything there is to be explored and experienced everything there is to experience. then i’ll happily die.

i know it will never happen though, which is why i’m upset that i never realised how much i wanted to do when i was younger. i’m only 16 but there’s so much that i can’t do anymore, so much that i’ve missed out on.