Fall in love

Please let me give up the wild wish.

No one is gonna like a a girl,who is old and has acne and big pore on the faces.

That is enough, I work pretty hard.

I give up. Wish rest of the you all the luck.

The only reason that he was able to fool me around is that I gave him the chances. It is myself to be blamed for.And all these agony pains and worries.

How stupid I am.

Let me end this. It is a time to fight with yourself. And always are.
Let me be strong enough and this time say No to him.

Jesus he said I quite look like his ex….

let me vanish.
like a drop of water under the sun
or ice in the summer.

let me vanish without any trace.

No one ever gonna recall me.

Let me vanish

sigh~ as the title shows.

I will carry on and continue.

Give myself a big smile and move on.

Watch one piece and eat nice food.

Even if no one cares and no cheers, I need to go throught this.

All of this.

I met a proper guy whose fake name on internet is TT.

He refused to give his phone number, his name and his history till the end. He retreated and gave them all to me, but never ever asked mine.

After a weird meeting, he still text me, while at the same time he still find girls on dating net.

I just cant take this anymore. The anguish of vague unsettle and informal relationship. And please let him go!

I left him a message without any notice.

I am gonna leave him for ever.

Let me have the power to do my word. Even if I cried like a baby.

Please dont let me be weak again.

hopefully I am not the only chinese who has found the website.
I have joint one of the biggest blind dates website to look for a proper guy.

SO far no progress at all. I have to say.

Well, people either look for a pretty girl or fell I am not good enough.

so tired of the qualities.