i can't help . . .
15 months ago
but think that i’m not adequate for her. i try my best to be there for her, but sometimes, i think i cause her more pain than happiness. and sometimes i think that it’d be better for her if i were to back out of her life just a little bit, but then i can’t stand to think about losing her. selfishness is the shovel you use to dig a hole for yourself . . .
