it’s hard. it’s hard because i can never find the balance between being selfish and being considerate in a relationship. it’s hard to trust someone who could walk away so quickly and without notice, and, being someone who has been hurt before, it’s difficult for me to let others in. i just wish it was easier for me to be a better friend, to appreciate those who are there for me, but also to differentiate those who are there for me and those who are there because it’s an “option” that the settled for . . .
cnytllcartel has written 2 entries about this goal
being a better friend pays off for everyone. it’s as simple as that. i wish i could pull it off . . .