GET OVER IT!!!

Today is a bad day again.
I emailed him and told him how I was not doing well. I can’t even belive now that I let him have that satisfaction. I don’t even know if that is what he would get out of it, maybe he is worried about me. I am worried about me.

Am I getting over him? The relationship? The emptiness that I hate feeling?
Or should I be getting over men in general?
no, I think I need to get over the fact that maybe it was not him, nor me- but the timing in itself.
I don’t like that , i don’t realy want to accept that but my freind always asks God ( or whomever one believes in) to grant him the serenity to accept the things he cannot change and the courage to change the things he has control over.
beautiful, I know.