As you may have guessed I failed last night (at pratically everything I wasn’t suppossed to do). So, I’ll just have to try harder this time. I told my boyfriend that I REALLY want to quit smoking. He said he’d help me by not giving me any cigarettes. Since, I don’t have any money until my next paycheck that should be fairly helpful. So, I guess my major goal of the day is to not bum any smokes off of anyone and try to just get through today. 21 days…one day at a time.
May today be better than yesterday.
Jet
May 25, 2007, 01:19PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
Something’s we do in this life will never make any sense. Smoking, is one of those things for me. There are so many other things I would rather be spending my five dollars on (like a mid-day movie, a sandwich, organic fruit, rented video games, books, fabric, and so on). Do I really need to pay for my eventual death? I don’t think so.. What’s even worse is I don’t even enjoy smoking. Cigaettes don’t taste good or smell good and they don’t even get me high. It’s just something comfortable to have in my hand. It all just seems so pointless.
Wish me luck.
Jet
May 24, 2007, 11:06AM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
