smoke marijuana

people say it relaxes you but na not really for me, only sometimes. i guess i smoke it because i love to think about everything while baked. i get very philosophical! and i get wierd around nature. i find there is a difference between the type of high you get when you smoke joints compared to bongs. joints is more of a giggly fun time whereas bongs is like BAMM your stoned! i get the munchies real fucking bad but cant eat ham when stoned. i dunno it jst freaks me out a little, looking at a slice of pig flesh haha gross! i dunno im wierd.. dont mix weed with anti depressants, alcohol ecstasy. the outcome is like a scary acid trip. hmm thats all i think il say for now..