live life to the fullest

This past weeks sans school have been awesome. Granted I still have to work and keep up with other things but not the terrible stress that comes with keeping up with school. Thankfully it all paid off this semester.
I think since the 1stwk of December I have not spent a weekend home…maybe a Saturday tired from a Friday of shaking my booty
But its good. clean fun nothing crazy after all ur only 22 once right?

Im just a bit out of focus. but i think ..idk I guess right now im just going through a million thoughts about what I could be doing different and how i can change things around. and what do i really want, do i want to be single and fabulous, do i want to be with someone, do i want to just pick up everything and leave. I know i need to take it one day at a time. i just dont want to feel like im wasting time
– which i know i am-
I mean lets face it any fraction of time that i spend worrying about the “what if’s” of life is wasted time. I do know however, this year i have lived it to the fullest, i have accomplished so much and i have given so much & have grown as a person. but im looking to breaking my own limitations rigth about now
so what if…

i dont have to wait for something amazing to happen for me to do this. I think i can start where i am right now. i feel like i totally well not totally loss control and a sense of what i want ..where i want to go…what i want to do. i was so focused..if i manage to get all my thoughts straight then i can work on this goal..plan for now live my weekend to the fullest