lose 10 lbs

149.2.
I am greaat.

147.0 now.
haha I lost .4 pounds.
In like… a week.
Oh well!
I am now down four pounds.
That’s good anyways. And my favorite ice cream place opens up for the season tomorrow! Bah! Hopefully I can resist!
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I now weigh 147.4
hoorah. down three and a half pounds thus far. That’s always good.
I’ve been doing well lately.
Now I want food! mmmmm.

I weighed myself this morning and it’s like 148.6. So I did gain like a half a pound but wow, I am amazed. I ate like a pig. So much candy and pizza and crap. The one thing my boyfriend wasn’t supposed to get me for valentine’s day was candy. And what did he get me? flowers, and three big bags of candy. I was like, great thanks a lot. And, I was supposed to do the same for him so all I got him candy-wise was a heart filled with peanut butter cups, and nothing else. But, of course I am the one who has to stare at this candy and try not to eat it. And it’s so good! We’ll see how this goes. He won’t be in town this weekend, so I will be much less tempted to follow his eating habits, therefore I will be more inclined to eat healthy which is good. I couldn’t work out this morning because I was up so late last night. I have to work tonight too, so I won’t be able to tonight, most likely. Also, Friday I’m going out of town, so I won’t be able to work out Friday morning either. Bah. Oh well, I can work out Saturday and Sunday and make up for it. We’ll see how this week goes!

so this week I got down to 148 so i lost three pounds. Except it was valentine’s day and everything and holy hell, I ate a lot. So i’m sure I gained those three pounds back by now. But hey, it’s alright. Now that I’m on sort of a working out schedule and stuff, I’m sure I’ll lose it again this week and next weekend I’ll actually eat healthy.

i gained like.. three pounds and i feel like shit.
i might be just bloated. and thats a good possibility, but if i actually gained that, then yeah. gross.

this is my first entry..
haha. but i’m at 151 right now and would like to start off getting to 140 (which is technically 11 pounds but hey i don’t want to be in a group all by myself!) and then lose more after that.
if i set a higher goal i think i might just get intimidated.
oh, and i also want to lose like three or four pounds by valentine’s day. is that so much to ask?