It’s a complex phenomenon.
If you have just a little bit of time, you waste it, because you are so anxious about making the best of your time that it stresses you out and you procrastinate and all of a sudden the time is gone.
If you have way too much time you waste it, because you lose your social contacts and think you can just do whatever it is you think is important later.
I have wavered between these two for most of my life. Occasionally however, when you have a bit of time you relax a little, and make a point of doing what is important to you, and appreciate that you can do it. I want to have more moments like this!
At the moment I have so little spare time, and I am so exhausted when I finally get a break, that I don’t make as much of it as I would like to.
