forgive myself for being who I am.

So I finally admitted out loud how much I don’t like who I am, pretty much everything, the way I act, my lack of dedication to many things including work, school, and weight loss. Mainly weight loss, I think. I subconsiously set myself up for failure and then hate myself when I fail.. something my boyfriend said in not so many words, but he’s right. I think. I try not to think about any problem that I might have, but ignoring it isn’t the answer and I need to at least start thinking about things, so I can face them and hopefully change into someone I like.