I love love love writing / singing music. It IS my passion. The only problem is this nagging little habit I can’t seem to kick (until today :)) has all but destroyed my motivation (see above entry – quit smoking pot…) I put the guitar down about 7 years ago and picked up the blunt… I never realized how much of myself I had lost and am still losing due to my addicitons. Recently, however, I have come to a crossroads. I have been standing at the fork for a while (bout 4 months)stepping a foot in one direction and two in the other. Since arriving at this “cross roads” I’ve produced more than 6 songs with a ferocity unbeknownst to me before I had come to this place. I now know the only way to finish my album – and fulfill my dream – will be to be true to myself – listen to my heart and hang on for dear life as I let go of a very old – very selfdestructive habit. There has been too much time passed as is. I can’t go on disregarding my life and my dreams as things that might be. I had hoped when I first came to my crossroads to have my album completed by Feb. 14th 2008… Since I have faltered I do not know if it will be ready by then. BUT when it is I will cite a link on this site. :)
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