not fall in love

At least not right now. I feel like I have been wanting to fall in love so badly for so long to “find that other half”... always dating guys that were plain not good for me just to be dating… searching. It’s pretty obnoxious to me looking back on my disparity. I am still new to this but am REALLY trying to make some changes in my life. I would say no love falling for a while. I need to love me more… I have too much to do, see and feel before I can truly love … and I’m already 26. I guess life has to start sometime for everyone