be fun

I find it hard to be fun. I guess it is because I don’t know how. I’ve been getting bored this whole week. Nobody wants to do things because it snowed. And I don’t find it fun to sit at a bar not talking to the people I go out with. I don’t know what to do mabe I can’t let go of who knows what. I think I will take the weekend off to be by myself and hopefully this whole thing will pass.

I’m starting to see that I am a fun person, or at least other people want to be around me, so I must be to some extent. I want to be a little more lighthearted and friendly. Smile at people more.