well im gonna have to say that right now im a pretty darn good me and i dont really have a smorgasborg of things to work on.
Id have to say teh biggest ones would be commiting to things =P.
What i mean is, i really dont wanna stay in rochester mi long past i graduate from highschool and so im gonna leave as soon as i can. and to be honest i think i kinda use that as an excuse to not get attached to the city and know my friends better, or as i put it im not making the “commitment” to this place and the people =(.
Its just that everytime i have, iv had to move and its sucked cause i miss the people and the countries (sometimes id have a dream that i was back in aus and id wake up and be like you know what im gonna go visit that guy its been a long time since iv seen him, then id remember im in america =( sucky way to wake up.) the moves were’nt really my choice so i thought id stay and commiting was easy but now its my choice, and well..i dont wanna go through all the pains of missing friends and stuff but i wanna have the awesome friendships, btw i mean like really good friends not just friend friends( i guess i just want teh easy way out eh?). I mean i got alot of friends but really only like one good friend, and no best friends. The last time i had a best friend was like 6 years ago back in aus =0. i need to work on that =P….p.s. aus= austrailia. SO I NEED TO COMMIT!!!!!
