I am afraid of loads of things, mainly flying and it’s so life limiting, planning a wedding next year and i have to start thinking about the honeymoon but i get panic attacks at the thought of flying. I wanted an outdoor pursuits weekend for the hen do but it’s caving or gorge walking which both involve wedging myself in tight places – i am claustrphobic!! I also have a fire traiing course next week which invovles my being stuck in a room of smoke in pitch black and find my own way out!!!
I know what it all boils down to is the simple fact that i’ve an intense fear of dying before i’m ready, and i’m simply not ready…that’s my ultimate fear i don’t know where to begin with this!!!
