be skinny

i’ve eaten like a pig this week, but i only gained a pound, so that’s good….i’m surprised

i did a little comfort eating monday night, which wasn’t good, but i didn’t overeat yesterday and the scale showed this morning….i’ve been able to maintain keeping my weight under 135. i need to go running over the next few days so i look okay in my swim suit on saturday at my cousin’s bridal/baby shower in palm springs!

i’m at the lower end of my range right now, which is really good. i’m at 132.8, and i hope to be in the 120’s again by next week. it’s bizarre, i’ve been eating whatever i want (aka starbucks and mexican food everyday) and still losing weight. it’s weird, right when i stopped worrying about my weight, i started losing…. i’ve been very diligent about getting at least an hour of exercise in everyday too, and i think that’s helped more than i ever thought it would.

have maintained my weight of 135 for awhile now….i’ve gone a few more down and a few up, but always balance out at 135 the day after. i’m comfortable at this weight, i’m able to eat pretty much whatever i want as long as it’s a normal portion and stay the same. i know i want to lose more, but i don’t have a lot of time for that right now….so for now i’m good. :) i still want to be skinny though! that will always be an ultimate goal

what the hell?? why are they shutting down this forum? it’s be skinny, not be anorexic! wtf?? there’s nothing wrong with wanting to be skinny, who are these people to tell us that can’t be a goal?

yayyyyy i reached my 10 pound marker!! i’ve lost 10 pounds over the past couple weeks, and i’m back down to 135! FINALLY!! my next mini-goal is to weigh 130 pounds. :)

haven’t really eaten in 3 days…..my tummy is small, but my metabolism is going to shit. i should eat something, but the thought of eating makes me sick right now.

yayyy! finally back in the 130’s, whoohooo!! i’ve been working out or walking for at least an hour everyday and have been eating sensibly. it comes off so easily when i don’t eat when i smoke!!

so close to 139 now, i’ve officially lost 5 pounds so far!! now another 5 to go and then another 5 and then another 5 and i’m there! when i break it into smaller amounts to lose it makes it seem more realistic than saying i have 20 whole pounds to go! ;)

well, after doing absolutely HORRIBLE last week i woke up sunday to find out i weighed 145 pounds!! YIKES!! so i mostly fasted sunday, i only ate probably 300-350 calories and it was definately worth it, i woke up this morning weighing 141 again, thank god!! i just want to get back to the 130’s, i’m very comfortable with my body in the 130’s. ultimately i want to be b/t 115-120, but before i get there, i havta get through the 30’s…..i can do it though. today i’m only eating edamame for lunch and then i’ll have a normal dinner…..plus i’m going to the gym after work, so hopefully that will show up tomorrow morning on the scale!!