Stop smoking so much weed

this also isn’t going to happen for a long time. it’s summer, i’m going through a horrible break up, i make sure i work out and get my shit done beforehand, and i’ve mastered not eating while i’m high…....why should i stop smoking so much?? it’s the best thing to keep me sane right now!

i’ve overcome eating when i’m high. i don’t need to anymore, and i’m thankful for that, thanks to propel water. now i’m only smoking past 8:00. i think that’s reasonable and doable.

haha well i still smoked this weekend, but at least i didn’t go crazy eating like i did last week…...

my friend and i decided that we’re not smoking during the week anymore, we’re gonna keep it a weekend thing so we can save some $$ and look forward to it. :) it’ll be hard but i need to stop smoking during the week, that’s when it starts to affect my life—when i don’t get the shit i need to get done DONE. :/

i mainly just want to do this during the week…...not because i don’t like it, but because i eat waaayyyy too much when i smoke, and it’s hindering my weight loss goals. i still love smoking though, i think i always will. in fact, i’m excited to smoke and go swimming after work today! (it is the weekend after all…) ;)