go see my cousin after way too many years!

It was wonderful seeing my cousin after too many years.

I got to see my cousin. It was great. I finally met his wife too. It was tough, because I nearly bailed on the trip and reflecting upon the trip, I should have, but I went out of selfishness. But that selfishness brought out the bad in people, so I truly understand their true colors and I do not need to put myself in that ugly place. I am better than that.

Now I have one more cousin to reconnect with and I will not let time pass for so many years again in the future.

I am going to hopefully on April 20, get to see my cousin Jeff, who I have not seen, since like 1991. So, that makes it 17 years. I have attempted twice and it has fallen through in the past 5 years or so, so I am going to cross my fingers that it just works out this time!!!