I think I am beginning to realize that it is ok to be needy. If you are feeling like you are guilty for being needy in a relationship, the dude is not that into you. So, you need to make some hard decisions. And you should not put your life on hold waiting and waiting.
I am coming to the realization that I am in someone’s life out of convenience. I am included when time permits or when there may be some free time. I am feeling this way, because there is no communication. I don’t know what is going on. I might as well be on another planet. I want to live my life. I don’t want to just sit and wait and wait. I am getting too old to sit and wait around for a convenient time. I want to begin my life yesterday.
