I want and need to figure this out – sooo badly! I don’t wanna be like everyone else from my small hometown who just hooked up with some guy who seemed decent enough and was ok to look at and get married, have some babies, and live paycheck to paycheck for the rest of my life, never being satisfied because I’m always stuck at some average job to get by. I DON’T ACCEPT THAT!!! My life feels so much bigger than that…I know I was built for more. I just have to figure out what that is….do I want to go to college after I finish bible school? Do I want to start a career? Do I want to travel some more and just be a maverick, doing odd jobs and fall into my career by happenstance? I don’t really know, because there are SOOO many things I want to do, and I can never seem to put them all together into one centralized focused career…..
