be more attractive

So I have this killer plan=D well first off im mkin it a goal to get to 125 pounds. I am dying my har blonde (not to be preppy just to have a punk kinda hairstyle) im trying new things with makeup and I am using a self tanner. I have been painting my nails and also clearing up my skin. So my plan is to lose weight, clear skin, new make-up, new hair style, tan, and change into more girly clothing.

Well so far i have did a new cut for my hair(hope to grow it some more to get it complete) and I have tried new things with it (will post some pics maybe people can comment need some opinions) and got the braces off and teeth look better but something is still missing and i am not 100% sure on what? so i am gonna go to the gym and get fit and clear up my face and maybe try new things with my clothes and make up then i should get somewhere. Problem with the clothes is I LOVE black and reds and sometimes grays and it is so hard to get a girly attractive look with my color choices so help me if you cna but oh well as long as im happy people cna fuck off=]

well im thinking loseing weight(im not fat but fear it) maybe 125 and lose the acne. i am making it agoal to lose the junk and pop=[ and maybe white teeth would be pretty good

feel so ugly right now. This goal almost seems impossible to me. I have been wearing more makeup and caring more about how i lok. Hmm well idk to me all I really wanna do is just have someone say to me damn your pretty lol Well i am not gonna give up i just gotta keep going the only person i wanna impress is myself. like i always say I am my own worst enemy.

I am 15 years old. All my life I have been more of a guy then a girl. I love skateboarding, like baggy shirts and pants, hate skirts and shorts, like video games, never cared about what i am eating all of it. i have always been super skinny to till I hit puberty 9damn girl hormones) anyway i want to be more femaleish if that is evena word. I like my guy clothes but I want to wear more jeans that fit me and still wear baggy shirts once and awhile. I was thinking some shirts more my size would be nice losing the weight I gained, getting toned again ( i worked out everyday with guys lol) I still want to like my guy things but just let people know that this person is in fact a girl. I have nice straight teeth now maybe getting them white would be nice some make-up once and a blue moon, doing more stuff with my hair, new lotions and stuff, and maybe some new clothes as well (more skirts!) I have always wanted people to know that I am a girla nd feel good about myself. Everytime I look in the mirror I hate what i see. i have never cared about acne or anything. I look really pretty I always have but the acne and shit needs to go so I really wish all of you guys luck here=]