love

I don’t know who to trust anymore…I’m hearing so many different things that I don’t know who is telling the truth. The man I’m seeing I love with every fiber of my being…but everyone is against us…I don’t know what to do anymore…

Love is sacrificing everything for the other. Giving everything and asking for nothing. Even if that means you have to give up your own happiness, in order for the other to be happy.

Some things have changed in the past few days. I might actually get the man that I love back. I know I love him, but I don’t know if I can trust him again. But I am going to fight like hell to get him back, because he means the world to me. I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of a life without him. It doesn’t make sence. He hurt me really bad, and all I can think is that this is a mistake and that every one makes at least one huge mistake in their lives. I know I have made my fair share of mistakes. So I am willing to try and make things work. It will take time, but I hope that this works. Because in my life there isn’t mach to live for. I may be making a mistake by taking him back but it is my life and I am going to follow my heart, and it says to fight!

It is said that it is better to have loved and lost then to have never have loved at all. I would have liked to have never of loved at all, because in the end you only get hurt. Love is like a flame, and in the end, you just get burned…

I love you with every fiber of my being…so how can you say that you have found another? I don’t understand, and I never will. You say that I am pushing you away…I don’t mean to. It is just that pushing people away is all I have ever known. I need you to teach me how to let someone get close to me. But I don’t understand…we loved eachother before you left for the military, we were don’t fine, or at least that is what I thought, until you told me “I have fallen in love with someone else. Im sorry”, who is pushing who away? I don’t understand, because you have just met this girl, and you want to give up everything that we have, in our three year relationship, in the ring that I NEVER take off, for some one you barily know. Why are you doing this to me? Please don’t do this? I want to marry you…I want to have your kids…I still do, I didn’t even want kids until I met you…without you I have no reason to live, and now that I look back on things, I realize that I took you for granted…I don’t want to loose you. You once said that “we must have swapped hearts, because you say that where ever I am where your home is, and where ever you are is where my home is.” That is what you said. So if you don’t want me any more than I’ll never be able to go home…I’ll be homeless. Plaese don’t do this? I love you with every beat of my heart, and even if my heart stops beating I will love. From this moment on, I will always love you. I knew I loved you the first time we ever kissed, in that first kiss I felt something that grew and that is still growing. I love you! Ta mo chroi istigh ionat(my heart is within you) Sierra P.S. Why did you forget about me? You promised you wouldn’t…

The greatest lesson you will ever learn: Is just to love, and be loved in return!
-Moulin Rouge

Love makes you want to live for all that it is worth. Do not take love for granted!

No matter what people say. He is always in my thoughts and my dreams…he is my future. He is the one thing that makes me get up in the morning. He is the one thing that makes me sane. He is the one thing that makes me want to keep on living.
I love you, Scott Lawrence Clark!